No Escape[No Escape]
Sitting in your room
with your door and windows locked,
you believe you're safe.
But you're never safe
from the darkness in your mind.
It slowly infests your thoughts
with doubt and ambiguity.
It alters your senses
and takes away your dreams.
My mind bleeds and the pool it forms are memories that haunt me.
Tears pouring off my face fall into the pool,
mixing together to form the abyss in which I am trapped.
I see a shimmer of light that I cannot grasp.
It distances itself from me the more I try to pursue its enchanting glow.
Left In The Dark[Left In The Dark]
Without your smile to illuminate my world,
my clouds are black and my skies are crimson red.
Without your eyes to help me see what I cannot,
I am lost in the darkest of days.
Without your chest notes for my heart to follow,
my heart can no longer beat.
How Are You Sleeping?[How Are You Sleeping]
How are you sleeping now, as I'm running through your mind?
Infecting your thoughts like a poison you crave.
I am everything you see,
I am everything you hear,
I am the only thing you know.
I bring about your rapture.
I prolong your euphoria before I steal your breath.
Ceasing your chest notes.
Leaving you stagnant.
Leaving you in your own contempt.
Let me be your last memory.
I wish to be the last thought
To go through your mind.
Just how this bullet was
The last thing to though my mind.
For All The Times.....[For All The Times.....]
For all the times,
I've given you second glances,
My neck should be broken.
For all the times,
you've made my heart skip a beat,
I should be dead.
For all the times,
you've made me feel invisible,
I may as well not exist.
Darkest Corner Of My Mind[Dark Corner Of My Mind]
I've lived majority of my life
always wondering, 'Why do I feel so clouded?'
There is a dark nimbus around me.
Never fading, never lifting, and never dissipating.
Always present, always existing, always there.
Continuously showering me with doubt.
Hailing me with apathy.
I fall to my knees.
I want it all to end.
I see a distant light....
What is this feeling?
I feel like my worries are lifting.
This light is moving closer.
Why do I feel this way?
How is this happening?
You're doing this.
You put forth no effort.
All you do is return the stare.
Peering into me,
the darkest corner of my mind.
Where I reside.
I can finally see.
All of my feelings are gone.
Only one remains.
A feeling that grows.
The feeling of remaining,
ever close to the source of this light.
You slowly wave with a smile on your face.
My vision is fading.
Don't leave me.
I want to be able to see.
I tuck away back into the corner.
The all too
Cutting Words[Cutting Words]
Your words cut my throat like razors.
I lie here gasping for your air the once filled my lungs.
Your stare pierces through my heart like a bullet.
I lie here with a fading heart beat that once beat along with yours.
Your touch blisters my skin.
I lie here stagnant, unable to caress your skin.
Your whispers turn to screams and leave me deaf.
I lie here unable to hear your sweet words.
A New Door[A New Door]
You came to me,
in my time of confusion.
You opened a door I never knew existed.
A door leading to darkness.
I was hesitant.
I wasn't ready for new,
but what was inside grasped my curiosity.
I peek my head through the crack,
and you pulled in.
by new sounds,
by new sights,
by new feelings.
Surrounded by the dark.
You ventured deeper,
taking me with you.
Taking me away from what I knew.
Taking me away from the light.
The deeper in darkness,
the deeper it entered my mind.
You made me feel brand new.
You showed me a new love,
and took away another.
Your soft skin caressing my face,
made me forget everything but you.
You left me and shut that door.
Only leaving a window in order to see you.
Waiting for your return,
in the darkness I sat.
The longer the wait,
the more I felt at home.
I began to forget what I had known.
You opened the door,
and I eagerly awaited your return.
But you seemed not that same.
You seemed out of place in this new realm you took me t