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Would You Kindly....[Would You Kindly....]
I'm suffering from swirling emotions
The room is spinning like a tornado.
My head's not on straight.
Now all I can see is everything behind me.
You and I could not have been more of a match.
We were practically hidden
In each other's lives until we finally met.
We could agree on everything but that pig.
Confusions arose in your mind
When your past wanted to be your future.
You tried to protect me
But I thought you were throwing me away.
You still wanted me in your life
But I was stubborn and wanted more.
I made you feel terrible
With only the intentions to have you back.
You told me your mistake
And we tried to correct it together.
I thought things would return to normal
But your mind changed.
I thought we were together again
But you ran off ahead.
You made your decision for our future
And I hated you for it.
To be just a good friend
Was your plan for me.
I had no say
And my opinion didn't matter.
I told you I needed time to forgive
But you needed my attention so
Hidden Scars And Broken Glass[Hidden Scars From A Broken Glass]
I had you within my grasp.
I had you all to myself.
You were safe in my arms.
That was all that I wanted for you.
You slipped away from me
And tried to explain your reasons.
But I couldn't listen.
My feelings deafened me.
I chased after you.
Once you let me near
My emotions shifted.
As a result I pushed you away.
I felt as if I were pulling
With all of my might.
But I pushed so hard
You flew away never to return.
Now I lay here face down
In the cold, wet soil.
With only memories and broken dreams
Of what will never be.
I was the one with the hammer
Who shattered the glass.
If I attempt to repair it
The shards will only cut me.
So I must gaze upon the fragments
And try to piece myself together.
So that I may walk away
Without any scars to show.
The journey won't be an easy one.
My sight will always be over one shoulder.
Peering back at what once was.
Painfully wishing for it to return.
The scars I wear under the skin
Won't allow me to heal quietly.
You Asked Me To Keep You[You Asked Me To Keep You]
I wanted to do everything I could for you.
And be the best I could to you,
But you wouldn't let yourself see.
My attempts at convincing you only hurt you.
So I find myself in a Catch 22.
What am I suppose to do?
You asked me to keep you
But now you won't allow it.
I heard you say you loved me more.
It sounded like your heart was in it.
I try to give you mine
But you will no longer accept it.
You left me in our home town
To walk my trail alone.
With your empty house,
My empty dreams,
My empty expectations,
And my empty self.
Everyone continues to tell me,
"It wasn't meant to be."
Others continue to ask me,
"Are you going to be ok?"
I keep asking myself inside me,
"Why won't she let me keep her?"
You asked me to keep you.
Why won't you let me?
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