Would You Kindly....[Would You Kindly....]I'm suffering from swirling emotionsThe room is spinning like a tornado.My head's not on straight.Now all I can see is everything behind me.You and I could not have been more of a match.We were practically hiddenIn each other's lives until we finally met.We could agree on everything but that pig.Confusions arose in your mindWhen your past wanted to be your future.You tried to protect meBut I thought you were throwing me away.You still wanted me in your lifeBut I was stubborn and wanted more.I made you feel terribleWith only the intentions to have you back.You told me your mistakeAnd we tried to correct it together.I thought things would return to normalBut your mind changed.I thought we were together againBut you ran off ahead.You made your decision for our futureAnd I hated you for it.To be just a good friendWas your plan for me.I had no sayAnd my opinion didn't matter.I told you I needed time to forgiveBut you needed my attention so
Hidden Scars And Broken Glass[Hidden Scars From A Broken Glass]I had you within my grasp.I had you all to myself.You were safe in my arms.That was all that I wanted for you.You slipped away from meAnd tried to explain your reasons.But I couldn't listen.My feelings deafened me.I chased after you.Once you let me nearMy emotions shifted.As a result I pushed you away.I felt as if I were pullingWith all of my might.But I pushed so hardYou flew away never to return.Now I lay here face downIn the cold, wet soil.With only memories and broken dreamsOf what will never be.I was the one with the hammerWho shattered the glass.If I attempt to repair itThe shards will only cut me.So I must gaze upon the fragmentsAnd try to piece myself together.So that I may walk awayWithout any scars to show.The journey won't be an easy one.My sight will always be over one shoulder.Peering back at what once was.Painfully wishing for it to return.The scars I wear under the skinWon't allow me to heal quietly.The
You Asked Me To Keep You[You Asked Me To Keep You]I wanted to do everything I could for you.And be the best I could to you,But you wouldn't let yourself see.My attempts at convincing you only hurt you.So I find myself in a Catch 22.What am I suppose to do?You asked me to keep youBut now you won't allow it.I heard you say you loved me more.It sounded like your heart was in it.I try to give you mineBut you will no longer accept it.You left me in our home townTo walk my trail alone.With your empty house,My empty dreams,My empty expectations,And my empty self.Everyone continues to tell me,"It wasn't meant to be."Others continue to ask me,"Are you going to be ok?"I keep asking myself inside me,"Why won't she let me keep her?"You asked me to keep you.Why won't you let me?